It always feels great to attend the "Kerygma Feast" of Bro. Bo Sanchez at the Grand Convention Center every first monday
of the month. I love the K-Feast. It blesses and inspires me. I always look forward to it every month. Sitting for 2 hours
inside the chilly room is all worth it. It's a once in a month experience I do not want to miss. It's one of my ways to renew
and rejuvinate my spiritual life which at times along the way becomes frail and sometimes barren.
One of my favorite parts of the gathering is the "praise and worship." A great line up of Christian music
is played and sang by the dynamic LOJ Music Ministry along with the anointing of the worship leader who exhorts people.
It's been more than a year since I made it a habit to be a feast attendee every month. But last night,
it was a different experience. Tears dripped down from my eyes while singing worship songs. I never had this experience before
while giving praise and worship to God thru singing in the throng of His people. The lyrics of a worship song just struck
in my heart so deeply that I felt so much of my longing for Jesus in my life. I tried to hold back my tears, but the more
I withheld them, the more they raced down to my cheeks. So I decided to let it go, let it flow freely. I felt a tinge of strange
heat in my body while I continued to feel the essence of every lyrics of the song in my heart. I knew it was the Holy Spirit.
I knew it was Jesus fondling me with His healing touch.
Life without God is totally unimaginable to me. I cannot live without Him. I will not survive. I need His
breath to give me life. I need His strength to lift me up in my weakest and darkest season. I need His grace for my salvation.
I need His love for me to give and share love to others. I need His wings as my safe refuge. I need His power to heal me.
I need His righteous hands to lead me to His promised paradise. I need His anointing for me to carry out the missions He assigned
me in my temporal life here on earth. I need His blessings that my heart be filled with gladness and rejoicing. I need my
Father. I need Jesus. I need the Holy Spirit. God has given me everything I need. Now, I need me to give my total surrender
and reliance to the Almighty God. But how much do I trust Him to do all things for me? Something I really need to spend time
to contemplate about.
